![]() Unless you are able to release these memories your mind will be impacted by it.”Ĭallie nodded. The memories will be deep and your mind will not want to realise them. “What you suffered was not pleasant Callie, your mind was invaded against your will. “I’m not sure what’s right at present to be honest, I spoke to Lieutenant Jortho she helped bring out some memories using hypnosis. “I am not sure melding with me like this would help you? It would certainly bring strong emotions buried inside you to the fore.”Ĭallie nodded. Actually I.was going to ask for your help but I’m not sure a meld between us would help you any.” For someone so young she’s very strong.” She smiled as she looked towards Evella. “She’s picking up on your emotional state, she’s trying to help you. The only time I feel peace is when Evella is in communication with me.”Ĭallie nodded. I have cold sweats and I feel violent towards the Breen, I want to kill them all, Callie I am frightened. I have not been able to mediate for days now even with Puss beside me. I have always been able to control and integrate them if not in complete harmony then at least in blend together. “I do not usually but my Vulcan side seems to be at odds with my Risan side. ![]() “I wouldn’t go so far as to resign your position though, maybe take some time off. “There is nothing to be ashamed of Dex” Callie offered a gentle smile. I have thought about resigning my commission and taking Evella to Vulcan, “ she shuddered, “Callie I do not think I can practice medicine any more, I am ashamed.” “I have not been able to speak to Sam yet but I will take any help I can get Callie. Dex’s body seemed to go slack for a moment. “Yes, little one I hear you” Dex said and stroked Evella’s face. I know you still have some way to go with what happened to you and I feel responsible for awakening you to it.” Evella turned towards Dex and her hand gripped her uniform. I should be the one helping you, after all I am the ACMO, both yourself and Sam have suffered along with me over the Pon Farr. Have you spoken to Sam about it? Between us we could prescribe you something to help you rest, sleep aids will help, and I can teach you how to control your nightmares.” “It sounds to me like you could be suffering with PTSD, post traumatic stress is something to be expected in cases like this. I close my eyes and I see the flames and rock rolling towards us as we transported back home every time I close my eyes.” She rocked Evella close to her.Ĭallie nodded. I cannot understand why a doctor sworn to saving lives could do this. It is the scenes and the smell and the sheer horror of that place that haunts every minute day and night. Sitting with her and listening to her seems to calm me. “Callie I am not sure that Evella is the problem. “Have you thought about the temporary use of an inhibitor? At least until we can teach Evella how to control her abilities better? She may just be reaching out to you for comfort but it’s causing problems for you.” Callie I am falling apart and I need help.”Ĭallie nodded. As a Vulcan I can exist without sleep with the help of meditation but I am unable to meditate, nor have I slept since returning from the mission. As for attachment then yes, I think it is to do with my Vulcan side. At least Evella has forgone any mental stress. I think anything that is in any way normal will be beneficial to him. I took Harry to the school, dropped him off with the other kids, I hope he’s enjoying it.” She’s considerably strong too, she appears to be quite attached to you. I seem to be drawn to her.”Ĭallie nodded. She sleeps a lot when I hold her and I think she may be telepathic. I removed the radioactive Celebium in her blood but I am not sure if it will have any long term effects. “I called her Evella, she is so beautiful Callie, I can only say she is holding her own. Harry woke up a few times but he eventually managed to get a good sleep.” Callie motioned to the girl Dex was holding. “Counsellor how did your night go, not too bad I trust?”Ĭallie offered a smile. She had not left sickbay during the night and was again holding her in her arms. What effect this might have on her development and life expectancy Dex did not know. There was only a trace element left which she could not eradicate. Making her way to see Dex, Callie hoped that Dex had managed to get some sleep.ĭex was in sickbay finishing off the removal of the radioactive element Celebium from Evella’s cells. Dropping him off at the ship’s school she hoped he’d enjoy the company of other children while she was working. The morning had come all too soon, Callie had been woken two or three times during the night by Harry, but after a lot of reassurance and cuddles he’d finally gotten a good length of sleep. Posted on Thu Nov 25th, 2021 12:11pm by Lieutenant Callie Raven-Grayson & Commander Samantha Howard & Lieutenant Shoniara T’ghann-Travis Dr
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